I have no Friends...
no Future...
no Hope...
no Life...
no Faith...
no Nothing...
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Sometime when we do something, we don really care about the endings...
Everything cant be reverse... Everything that we gone through will never came back again...
Just like time... Every Second, minute, hour...
when its gone... it gone forever...
I have done regretful things in my life...
thats why i don wanted people to talk to me...
and i don wan people to know about me...
cos i don wanna get that pain again... even through i wanted someone to listen to me...
but there are none... no one wished to talk to me...
no one ever listen... no one ever care...
i wonder is it my fault who i don let people know my pain...
or is it that people ignores me that i just cant be bothered...
or is it that i don really worth living here...
or even through that i cant even have a single good friend...
i was wondering if anyone could just hear me out just for once...
so that i can trust someone... even through i wanted to help people that needed help...
but what i get return is nothing but betray...
when people say that i don have a life... i could even ask if i am a human...
or just people that don even have a mind of its own...
or should i even said that i m dead when the incidents happen...
or should i just go out in the street and die now...
no one really knows me... include my family...
and i cant says that i have a friend... or should i just say Stranger that talked to me...
just that they are bored and talk to me when they have nothing to do and sees me here sitting on the chair and talk to me just to clear that boredom...
i cant really understand anything on this world...
sometime i laugh... just for people that they think they know me to feel that i am that kind of person...
i almost lay that pen knife that i have in my bag on my wrist a few min ago...
if i have done that... i should not have been here writing this now...
if someone read this... i could be very happy to let someone know that my life is all about Nothing...
Theres no Friendship
Theres no Love
Theres no Hope
Theres no Pride
Theres no Faith
Theres no Trust
in my life...
Theres only Hatre, Lies, Death, Lone and Past...
Andre Ang Ren Peng
1:44 AM
Name: Andre Ang Ren Peng
Birthday: 5th April 2009